Hey Lovely People! I’ve been pretty inactive for about a month now, and what a month it has been! Per our tradition, today’s something a bit warm and fuzzy. Like love and feelings. I hope you enjoy it.
I have spent all my life idealising this moment. When I tell you about me and watch your lively expression die a little and you stare at me with so much admiration. Shocked that I managed to hang in there for this long.
I imagined you cooing into my ears, telling me it’s okay. I’m not weird or crazy or stupid. Telling me that sometimes life deals us a weird set of cards. Calling me strong for finding a way to keep going.
I guess somehow, I have still not learned my lesson. Somehow, I still managed to lie to myself and make me believe that…
That I have a better ending. Love conquers all. Love cares. Love forgives us when we don’t have the strength to forgive ourselves.
Dear Reader, I’d advise you heal on your own before falling in love.
“Love” takes your pain, and raises you a hundred.
“Love” does not read minds and exceeds your expectations. It does not have super powers to do the right thing at the right time and always save the day.
“Love” without healthy communication… Is dead.