You can laugh now, but it definitely wasn't funny then!
Bad Chinese Restaurant

You can laugh now, but it definitely wasn't funny then!
I know better… so why can’t I make peace with your absence?
I always thought that moving back home would be like in the novels I read growing up I thought there'd be a party with all my friends and family present to say Welcome and We missed you I thought we'd laugh and make jokes about the great times we shared before I left and perhaps…
She is my blood, my love, my heart.
Some days are better than others.